i know you Just love sitting there laughing about me with your friends, but I’ve seen you cry over me 10 times and admit that you’re a douche to me All the time when I dont deserve it. YOU admit that I don’t deserve you pushing me and pushing me around. you know its true. you always do your best to ruin my day and to make SURE I know how much of an idiot you think I am. you make bloody sure that I know how much I look stupid just because you dont understand something. it’s been 10 months almost that weve been a thing And you still need to make me feel shitty so you cam feel good about yourself, because I know how truly internally miserable you really are about your life. you take everything out on me. I never once in my life did anything to deserve such disrespect from you, and frankly I’m disgusted that a 25 year old is sitting aroun acting 12. you’re all adults. you’re the one that dated me when I was 16. you’re the one that has sex with me. you the one that told me “misses and kisses”. you sit there and pretend you’re so manly and “above me” but you’re not at all haha, your’e a big sook. they should be laughing at you. you’re the one that says you love me. thats funny.i forgor though, youre just infallible, right? gotta impress the girls, right? even though YOU started this by letting that stupid chick call me, and gggggggaaruntteeed if i had have let my friends call you on your cell at any point, you would jump on that and call me immature. dont even bother denying it. anyway I dont care that this is a huge message or if they read this, but you’ve succeeded again in making me miserable for your pleasure, you make me feel worthless and awful about myself, you reeeally do, it sounds dramatic but you make me feel like dirt when you do shit like this. it’s a small issue now but you ALWAYS do this. and this is everything, built up over a long period of time. you say “it’s not a big deal” while you’re making a big deal out of a problem. this is a pretty big rant but it’s how I feel. all i ev er think about is making you happy and i always do things to make your life easier and you shit on me even for those things. read this, and feel really really really really good about yourself. like you did the right thing. because thats what you want, right? youre such a good person sometimes. you win the award for “hugest self righteous and uncalled-for prick.” over a Facebook ad.  congrats,you made me cry so now you look sUpEr CoOl aNd EdgY~ for your highschool clique. :’) i almost want to extend a hand to give you a chance to move on from this if you wanted to, but you make me so physically sick it would take alot. not that you give a fuck enough to want to. rant complete.